January 2011
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Who wants to know you. Every part of you is worthless. If anyone had the ability to see through your halfhearted facade they wouldn’t fucking come near you. There’s nothing stimulating about your presence. There isn’t anything favorable about you. No one wants to spend one second with you. You’re worthless. You’re full of detestable, insignificant personality traits coupled...
December 2010
SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION. SELF-MUTILATION.
I just want so badly… to convey. Everything. Vers vous.
AND IF I WERE TO ATTEMPT TO CONFIDE IN ANY OF THEM THEIR REACTIONS WOULD BE INSINCERE AND EFFUSIVE AND FILLED WITH FUCKING PITY AND FEAR.
I’m moving out within the next few months.
When I think about being happy, I’m bored. When people talk about being happy it usually involves constant positivity. And being happy for people seems to be, well, staying happy. I don’t think I can function that way. I think if I was going to be content I would need to continue to suffer in some way. I can’t stand the thought of constantly being ‘happy’. It makes me...
Everyone’s predictability is one of the causes of my avoidance.
Don’t fucking touch me. I’ll kill you from the inside.
Je veux passer du temps avec vous.
It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts.
November 2010
There are so many parts of me.
Stick your fingers in my mouth.
I like this. Tipsy. Where I feel relaxed. My body feels relaxed. Everything is warm and soft. And I want to touch his skin.
October 2010
Hold me really tight, okay?
Just hold me really tight, okay? Okay? Okay?
I miss you. I want to see you. I want to tell you.
Name? Caitlin. Favorite Color? I don’t know. How tall are you? 5’4 1/2 How much do you weigh? 130 lbs. What are you going to do this weekend? I don’t know. Boyfriend/Girlfriend? No. When was your last kiss? In the summer. What do you want right now? Company. What are you listening to? Banquet, Bloc Party. What was the last thing you bought? A leather jacket. ...